"... Always in my heart..."

its been in my life that i never felt this much....

a sincere smile that i never seen before...

seeing you for the first time make me blooming in a different way...

your smile always take a new connection that give me somehow a strength...

from that day i always seek a chance to see that smile again...

but really.. the chance that i get to seeing you just in a boundaries of a distance...

a burden of my shyness make me feel that myself being prison and chain to say it out loud to you...

and finally.....

its the greatest wound to see you with someone that i know...

trying to convince myself to forget the smile that always been in my tought...

but somehow its fail... always thinking of you make me in a dilemma...

how can i ever forget my first sight of that "smile" again...

always pray to Allah for your happiness...

and for me to step on reality...

love you....

..... ever in my life.......